jus now, i was smsing xinyi.. apparently she was at the void deck of her house... she told me she was with her neighbour, aaron.
so yea... she was telling me everything that aaron was doing.
suddenly, i feel so scared. she was telling me in detail.. =/ sigh... i feel so down now.. i feel so sad... everytime she tells me things about another guy that she's close with, i always feel this way...
haiz... the feeling i get... fei chang fei chang nan shou... its unbearable... sigh...
nobody noes wad im feeling now... even i also duno...
i only noe that xy means alot to me... and that i love her most......