Thursday, February 28, 2008
oh yeah. my JAE Appeal result - FAILED.
alright.. so fuck it. seriously. screw it.
anyway, work today was ok. Joanna, the cashier i was attached to, super zai. she told me to always take break, and slack whenever possible. hahas.
she told me alot of things at the outlet she was working at is so expensive compared to here. then i helped her take a foolscap pad and correction tape. lol.
anyway, enough about work. im super tired as it is.
i received a message from baby while working.
she cant meet me or talk to me until after her O levels.
the 1 week "break" wasnt even due yet... and this happened...
no choice. like i said, i will respect her decision.
yeah i will.
my life is hell of a fucking screwed up now.
all i ask for is a life that resembles Chen Hao Nan.
a carefree life, with my bros, and also with the one i love.
to my bros - we can crap, talk shit, bastard people for fun etc.
to the one i love - i just wanna be with you, and spend time with you.
this just seems so far away. wait, far away? nope. it is not even possible.
once again, my life is screwed.
period.
