Saturday, March 15, 2008
been days since i last posted =/
went down to RP today to complete my enrolment, and also bought a new laptop.
oh shit. the laptop's so expensive. and its Windows Vista, which means its fucking slow.
ahh! shit. lols.
also enrolled for a camp. something like an RP Orientation camp.
hope it will be fun. =/
sigh, im still thinking of her.
even though it has been days, i still miss her alot.
shes constantly in my mind, surfacing every few moments.
i realise how fucked up i am.
perhaps i haven't shown her enough concern, and haven't taken care of her properly.
maybe thats why. im a pure loser. perhaps im inferior to him....
i guess its only soon bah.
soon i will sink back into my old ways......
nights all. (: