forget everything?
Saturday, May 03, 2008
it has been such a long time since i last posted...
so many things have happened recently... im getting so tired..
just so so tired...
recently i was just thinking about the close friends i had since secondary school..
now that we are all at different places, i guess that we have just said a silent goodbye.
we used to keep in touch, go arcade together, play KoF, Initial D etc etc. but now.. i guess we are friends still.. but in name only.
for the friends that have gone to the same poly with me, we used to be so close, but only in the early days of poly. now that we have made new friends, the old ones are forgotten...
its really saddening. but no choice. life has to go on..
then baby and me... we are facing problems... her mid years are here.. i dunwan to be a distraction to her... so i have suggested we contact lesser. however, she said now, wun it be better if we just break up?..
i havent given her a definite answer yet. i have to consider so many factors before making this decision...
if this is a dream, please let me just wake up...
i cant take it anymore.. im collapsing...
