you don't see the tears i cry
Friday, May 09, 2008
had science again today. it was quite ok.
went for my DBA course talk. slept for 40mins out of the 45mins talk.
after that, i had a splitting heaedache. it was so bad...
after school, went with Pei Ying, Sabri, Shawn, Hafiz, and Shawn to Khatib macs.
did some work there, and just slacked there.
was suppose to be me and Pei Ying only, as i wanted to find a place to chill out, and Pei Ying knew i was feeling down. However, Shawn they all know we going, so just follow.
my headache was getting worse and worse..
we ate macs, and then went to Pei Ying's house downstairs, though originally we wanted to go to the nearby park...
after that i went to AMK with Shawn, and took 133 home...
im so tired.... both physically and mentally.... i didn't want it to be this way... but i have no choice... im so sorry...
im going to keep my hair long... long enough to cover my face... so that when i cry, nobody will know im crying... i can cry alone... and let the tears fall... hoping it would wash my sadness away....