feeling of numbness
Friday, July 18, 2008
today had enterprise.
well, if everything had been fine, i would have landed myself in a great team - Sabri, Peiying, and Warm.
however, in light of the recent events, it somehow became a bad team.
i was treated as transparent throughout. except for Sabri, who did try to initiate conversations with me. =) thanks bro.
so yeap... during breakout 1, had a talk with Sabri, then after that went in class, and talked to Phuah. saw another side of him today. haha. he's actually a nice and funny guy =D pity only realised that when we have only 4 weeks left. =/
i felt that being in my present group was a bad thing. hence, i partialled with Willie, Teckwin and Yong.
guess i have to sort things out in my head tonight, and over the weekend.
so yeap... went with Willie and Teckwin to Clementi there to play billiard. well, that was like only my 3rd time playing, but i managed to win Teckwin. hahas. luck i guess. ended up TW paid for it, and Willie and i decided to help him by chipping in $2 each, as Teckwin was the one who suggested that loser punch (loser treat).
after that i played bowling with Willie. years since i last played it. kept going into the drain. oh well. =/
sigh. anyways, i just cant get over the fact that my close friends treated me this way. erm wait did i say close friends? i guess i should change that. my "used-to-be-close-friends". i guess thats more appropriate.
P.S - i made 3 promises to you. and i dun intend to break any of them. i disasppointed you these few days, and today too. for all the disappointment that i have caused you, im sorry.
especially today. i really needed to have a break, and sort things out in my head.
i guess.. thats about it. shall blog again. 2 bottles of Carlsberg prepared. 1.2litres++. take care peeps. (:
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