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Friday, August 29, 2008
today went back to St Gab's to have a gathering in class.
also, got my SGC - School Graduation Certificate.
and also school magazine.
but wtf? school magazine, my class photo not there.
then principal say some error occured, and he cant do anything about it.
fag -.-"
dots..
anyways... browsed thru my SGC, then remembered my CCA got 27points - A1. lols.
played abit of bball..
then slack in class.
haha... sia la..
only im the one with coloured hair...
then i go in they all say i ah beng.
wtf -.-"
Ms Chua was nice to order pizza for us.
but i didn't eat it though.
hahas.
went home to put my certs, and went back to Chomp Chomp.
reached there at 7 as stated.
BUT!
Wilson and the rest reached at 8.
lols.
so i stayed in Macs reading through some things in my hp.
after that we ate at RK House.
tmd..
that chao keleng kia... confirm got scam us de lor..
cannot be eat at prata house can eat till $70+?!
then i eat 1 plate mee goreng... $4.50. wtf?!
anyways sua bahs.
went Jun Han, my CLT's house.
waited for him at the pool side, as he stays in condo.
he went to get his car keys.
we SQUEEZE into his Toyota Picnic...
wtf. 10 people squeeze inside.
lols.
he say his front wheels abit off the ground. scary sia.
hahas...
we went to eat tauhuay...
then after that he dropped me off first.
hehe. really had fun with them
so long never kpkb with each other le.
shall talk to Wilson LIM and ask him plan another gathering before Jun Han go in army. hehes.
shall end here bahs.
While i was at Macs.
i was reading the messages that you had sent me.
somehow, realised that mostly, we smsed only when i had problems, and i was always the one to take the initiative. not that i mind though...
for example, when my parents were quarreling etc..
you were there to lend a listening ear.
another time when you messaged me first was when we went to the arcade.
just to thank me for the fun.
one more time was when i bought the malt candy.
also you messaged me first just to thank me.
hahas. it may be small things... but it did matter to me.
all these while you messaged me was only if there was a reason. not purely just for fun only, or for the sake of chatting.
one time when we messaged for fun, was when we saw a guy in MRT scratching his ass.
however, it was a short chat only.
but it was kinda nice.
hahas... funny time that was.
deleted the 200+ messages you sent me which i had kept.
i don't know if im doing the right thing or not.
or, do i even know what i am doing?
i duno. but i feel tired. seriously tired.
not physically, but mentally and emotionally.
i am going the way you desired.
you wanted me to give up.
im almost giving up.
are you happy?..
i seriously hope you are...
because i just want you to be happy.....Labels: fatigue is creeping up to me
