things that set me thinking
Monday, October 13, 2008
today Science was about Biology.
pretty bad i guess.
didn't know how to do at all.
bleah. presentation screwed up.
after school, went to meet Willie.
went to W4 to eat.
i ate the Taiwan Delights. Chilli Sotong. :D
dam nice! hahas.
then Willie was asking me, how it is like to be single.
is being single good?
he say he wanna be single too -_-"
so i told him..
"if you are forced to be single, i wun say anything. but if you choose to be single cause you wanna try, i sure slap you."
ok lahs...
being single, you have all the freedom in the world. you dun have to constantly worry this will displease your stead, that will displease your stead. whatever you wanna do, just do it.
however, when you are attached... when you feel alone, besides your parents, your stead will be the one that will care the most about you. to keep you company and be by your side.
but being single... when i see couples around me, holding hands, hugging each other... looking so blessed and fortunate. a feeling of enviousness creeps into me.
when will it be my turn? hahas....
in the MRT, on the way back, got this Indian family come in.
then the baby girl was crying so loud, and i was like pissed off.
then the father wasn't doing anything about it.
in my heart, i was thinking...
"your daughter cry till like that, you dunwan do anything? can't you just give her a pacifier or something?"
then later, i saw the baby girl slapping the father, hitting his neck.
my initial thought was..
"nabei cheebye. the daughter so fucked up. carry her for fuck sia. carry her only to get slapped and hit?"
then moments after i had this thought, i immediately began to think.
wad if next time i was in his shoes?
i guess i will also continue carrying my son/daughter.
perhaps this is something only a guy in the position as a father will be able to fully understand and endure.
school's boring.
constantly feel like ponning.
in semester one i never had such thoughts lor... >.<
oh well oh well..
shall blog again (:
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