Sorry XY
Monday, February 09, 2009
meeting Yong later.. cause im taking Left4Dead from him. (:
anyways. didn't really have a good sleep last night. or should i say... this morning? *shrugs*
was dotaing with Ben at about 2+am.. then received an sms from XY at about 3am...
after that.. i couldn't sleep at all.. till abt.. 4.30am? =/
sorry XY. i seriously din noe...
i didn't mean to blurt it out... because i tot she knew it le....
sigh.
i know whatever i say now will not really make a difference, and you have lost your trust in me, and i doubt you will ever trust me again...
i know how it feels like when you trust someone.. but get betrayed...
what's more when you were taking a gamble...
Derrick ah Derrick... wake up la... haix...
chee beh la you.. nbcb... WAKE UP LA!!!!
sigh.
im seriously at a loss now. fuck. dam it all to hell.
P.S - XY, if you are reading this... i just wanna let you know im sincerely sorry... as i said.. i know whatever i say now will not make a difference, but sorry's the only thing i can say to you, to express my deepest regret and show my remorse..gah! feeling vexed now.
wish my bro was at home...
at least i can take a stick from him...
and attain my smoky escape from reality.......
Labels: sincerely sorry
