Those sweet times
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
was super bored today. so was talking to Xinyan on msn.
crapping like mad.
went to watch Lord Of The Rings once more. haha.
long time since i watched it.
as usual, Aragorn and Legolas are both so cool. haha.
also, the show never failed to make me feel touched.
especially the last part, where the Hobbits are gonna part with each other. sigh. sad. ):
anyway. had been doing some thinking about my life recently.
been a pretty lonely life. being on my own.
just 2 years back, everything had been perfect.
i had a hand to hold, a shoulder to lie on, a body to hug, a lap to sleep in when i was tired, someone to console me when i was down.
it was simply perfect.
but everything had changed. from having everything, i had nothing.
and with having nothing, gradually, 1 year of my life had passed.
everything's happening too fast, going by in a flash.
but oh well. Love is something that cant be forced.
its so abstract, that even the dictionary cant properly define it.
and im sure Fate and Love works hand in hand.
talking about Love... somehow reminded me of Eun Ji Won, and Mina Nam.
yeah. this old story i gotten years back from a friend, and had a tremendous impact on me.
"True Love Never Has An Ending". - the last sentence in Mina's book before she passed on.
also.. i suddenly remembered one sentence Mina said, and now suddenly it just came into my mind.
and i totally agree with it.
"I always thought I was hurt when i didn't receive Ji Won's love. Instead, i found out my pain came from when i didn't give Ji Won enough love."
well. i guess this is true.
naturally when we love someone, we would want to give that someone all that we've got.
but when we realise that we are unable to give them enough love, we will feel hurt because we are not able to provide the love that is what they deserved.
sigh.we know when we fall in love, we are taking a gamble, and there is a chance we might get hurt. but we still step boldly into it, and even when we are hurt, the next time round, we still go ahead and fall in love.
As said by Rae "Mankind was not meant to be a lonewolf. It's in our genes to find a partner, even though time and time again we get hurt, we still continue the hunt."
meaningful sentence Rae told me. (:
alright. shall stop here.
will blog again soon. (:
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